all manner of sins

i shouldn't have drunk but i was inspired by jack sparrow, having just watched pirates of the caribbean rather belatedly [i.e. only just]. i'm feeling rather all over the place now. there's physical workshop tmr but i can't find it anywhere in me to want to go. i know i should.

in desperate need of redirection. life, with all its little twists and bends, trips me up once again.

to hope, then, and to love.