i've spent the last 24hrs deliberating over everything i have reached certain conclusions.

i'm not going to cry over long-spilt milk. i have a responsibility that comes with my decisions and that is to do my job in TSD well and with joy.

should kai become the lifelong fixture in my life that i hope she will be [no, i'm not adding pressure. i call it a shared goal :)] then whatever roughshod TSD should run over me will be worth it, an answer to a beleagured prayer.

TSD helped me to overcome those difficult months after evelyn left. nothing could replace that.

TSD brought me corrie. enough said.

there's groopeas. i don't think the fun we've had and the love we've shared will ever be replaceable. group slots are the part of TSD are fully, truly enjoy and i'll never forget that. i'll miss them terribly after June 1st.

i'll make things up to all my teachers after the exams are over. with interest.

at least i've learnt some major dislikes through taking TSD. good or bad, it's still a positive learning experience. positive because i must choose to see it that way.

ok, complaining over. time to work work work.